While still trying to get in the spirit of Christmas, I happened to try my hand at ribbon trees. I did the green one by hot glue but burned myself so much I did the pink one the way it was suppose to be done, which is by pinning each ribbon in place.
I think they turned out pretty cute.
I also decided not to put up a big tree this year, but instead I put up a small one with little kitchen stuff for the counter top instead.
I just can't seem to find the energy I need to get myself going with all the usual decorations that I put out. So my many containers full of Christmas decor will stay in the shed until next year. I did help put some lights up around my new deck roof so will at least enjoy them in the evenings.
This is not like me, as I am usually totally into Christmas. It has always been my favorite time of the year. I love all the smells and homeyness it all brings. I just may have to bring home some Christmas swags to put out so I can smell the pine in the air. It might be what I'm missing.
I keep thinking I should be making some of my peppermint bark and fudge and peanut brittle that I love to give as presents, but everyone is on a diet and would rather not have them right now.
So I focused on the charity family for the Salvation Army again this year. We managed to get them the gifts they asked for and enough for a nice Christmas dinner for them as well. I also helped to finish a project we 'chicks' started months ago. We adopted a room for the Women's Shelter where we painted, put down new flooring and furnished it so that one of the gals could transition into their own home. I feel lucky and blessed to be able to help others in ways that they are unable to right now.
For myself, I will keep looking for that spunk that I am lacking in hopes of finding my spirit of Christmas that I know is in me. Until then I will watch my Christmas love stories on tv, play around with a new craft and maybe bake some cookies for my hubby when I'm not busy playing hidden object games on the computer. For him, retirement is easy. For me, I have to reinvent myself. It just takes time.